We turn skeletons into goddesses, and look to them as if they might teach us how not to need. he life inside my mind. 16. falling apart. 5'9'' BMI: 19.26 I just want to be happy for once. CW: 165.2 HW: 182 LW: 152 G1:160 G2: 150 G3:140 G4:130 UGW: 120. this isn't pretty? i never aimed for pretty. I'm not "pro"anything.. I would never encourage this for someone who is mentally fine. However, this is how I've lived for the past four years, and this is what I know. Triggering. //